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Chris Brown Says He Felt Like a ‘Monster’ After Rihanna Assault
CHRIS Brown admitted he considered killing himself after attacking Rihanna in 2009.
"I was thinking about suicide and everything else. I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating. I just was getting high."
And the 26-year-old star's mother, Joyce Hawkins, admitted the incident marked the "worst day" of her life.